Saturday, June 04, 2005

Ohh my darlin.

We slipped off of our branch, and we were spinning and spinning and spinning. We were forcing the wind with our wings, and forcing in and down and inbetween and thats when the snap came. We kept spinning but the wind was pushing me now and I watched you from a low shutter speed blending into the neon lights and the frosted sky and the shapes tumbling in the background as you drifted away. I couldnt help but smile. All I could do was smile I saw you sink into the grass and your arms sprawled out as you bounced off into the bare fertile ground. Your head began to rise into the air and your armature began to disasseble and you burst out of your husk green spilling out and up and forwards and the light reflecting off of your moist limbs glimmering in the blinding sun.

Monday, May 16, 2005


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Lost in wanting to lose.

Its been a week since I’ve had my nails done. The Gun metal polish is chipping away exposing my dilapidated fingernails, and islands of calcium deprivation. I should start drinking milk. At least that what my mom told me. I’ve been away for three months now. Its starting to get lonely.
I’m thinking about entering lucky in a dog show.
It will give something for her to do. It will give me something to do outside of the office. Outside of the office friends are hard to come by. It’s just me and lucky against the world. We should kill ourselves. WE ARE TRUE!

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I am a swimmer

I am a swimmer, and also a diver. I might have told you already. You might have forgotten. Regardless, I belong in the water.. The water is where I belong. It gets cold here. It gets lonely here. I don't know what to do sometimes. Some people tell me that I can't stay in the water forever. You have to return to the real world. The world of land. This world doesn't exist to me, and I wouldn't know how to get there. I've never been there, and neither has anyone else. This is why it has become irelevant.Which way do I go? ANYWAY NOWAY ALLWAYS!

Monday, April 25, 2005

=Geico dropped me again

I was coming home from work. I swear its the last thing I remember. Someone told me I was in an accident. I mean I thought Fuck ya. Does that mean I don't have to go to work? I proceeded to look down at my legs to discover they had been spun 180, and my newREEBOK PUMPS were facing my back. Look man I can run backwards now isn't that sweet. Isn't that sweet like a licka licka lollipop? I bent down and proceeded to pump pump pump it up! See you later forward running suckas I exclaimed! I then proceeded to defenestrate myself. FUCK!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

my inner darkness will engulf the earth

No one can fathom the extent of my inner darkness. Especially not dad. He is slowly dying just like all of us. SLowly we are all returning to our graves. There we will rest with satans army until our leader has retuned and it is time to rise. The ocean will turn black and flood the earth with DARKNESS!!!!! We are all dying fast. There is little precious time. Darkly erotic time perhaps. I hope Sammy asks me to the prom Friday. We talked about going to the whataburger but my dad probably wont let me stay out that late. Stephanie stuck an astro pop down Mikes pants last week at the whataburger. Very dark. Very erotic. Sammy and I talked about going out afterwards to kill cats, but I think he is allergic, and he had to go to the hospital the last time he was at his grandmas house, because she has like 6 cats! Very dark. Very erotic. Ohh well one day my prince of darkness will come to take me away with his eternal evil.

Saturday, April 23, 2005


I will go here today after I drop Penny off at school. I don't think she loves me. Can I tell? Does it matter? When we were eating breakfast at cosi she ordered two eggs and not her normal three. WHy not three? Because she is a demon. A demon I will have to send back to hell. I simply asked her why two and not three. "Why 2 & not 3?" "Because I want two today." she said," is that ok with you paps." PAPS? PAPS? I will murder that little bastard!